stick to your guns.
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start at :47. so funnnnny.
okay so you know that thing where it says if you dream about someone, they want to see you in real life? well i hope it’s real. like i don’t think it works with celebrities, cause i doubt john mayer is thinking about me, ahahaha, but i hope it’s right with people that i actually know ( :
this sucks. he is the first guy in a while that i have actually had a real crush on, so i guess it’s less of a crush and me actually having feelings for him. which at first scared me to death.
i’ve been hurt too many times by guys. i always, no matter how hard i try, end up being the one that gets hurt. wether the relationship just comes to a natural end, which hurts but not as bad as being cheated on. i would never, ever wish that on anyone. i think that is the lowest thing you can do to someone else. like you didn’t even care enough about me to break up with me first.
but after my little sabbatical (i took a break from guys/relationships for a while to get my head on straight), i’m good with it all, i came to terms with the fact that even if i get hurt 20 more times, eventually i will find THAT guy and i don’t want me being afraid of getting hurt keeping me alone.
“my heart is open and willing so take it”
that’s pretty much where i am right now, i am ready to give (not like that ( : ) to someone else. i can handle it i know it, and i hate that i think it’s you because i don’t think you feel that way about me too, no matter how much we flirt and you touch my arm like that, and stand so close every time we talk, and you always look me in the eyes and smile. and it KILLS me inside. i like him a lot, i really really do, so i just have to put myself out there and PRAY he feels the same.
and when we were talking today he said he was a virgin :3 i love that more than anything in a guy. ngl.
or i would throw myself of a cliff.
soo embarassing.
yubdumbass:wtfizzy:helloshannonn:elmowriteslove:followmeunder:shushlaura:rawwrrachel:jonehhhh:ch0kee0nthiss:(via breeawnuhh)
oh work, how i love it. sometimes. today i got no break so for the whole lunch house i just talked to chris and mandie and shelby, who are both married and pregnant, so it’s cool. ahaha. oh god, but today he came in wearing his toms, then he professed his love for john mayer and his hate for ed hardy. seriously, my soulmate.
